sinfuldiva23

this won't be updated for a while. heres a stupid ass poem from yours truely.

Spring
Love season
so they say
they
them
others
happiness
why who's deserving of that mystical, wonderful
walt disney word
great depression
and no soup kitchen in sight
starvation of sorts
soul starvation
The absence of hope
ROLL CALL!
depression runs for perfect attendence
hope takes a months vacation (lazy fucker)
and happiness has long been marked truent
and I'm left with a incomplete
so begings the slow decent toward death
a path once beaten
self destruction commences
May 14th 2005
pain beyond all others knowing death intimatly
taunting your god with a slow smile
Coy
yet all the tools are there now
the stage is set
finally
the big one
5 minutes of fame
the sun dims in respect of the day
the gods are watching
the steps remain
hap-hazardly marked
mistakes must be kept at a minimum
last chance
23 - smiles/fun shouldn't be a option
youth fades
sickness comes quickly now
the mask begins to deteriorate
the cracks begin to show, blood rushes to the suface once more
living life as he wishes
angels whisper of death in my ear and I am NOT afraid
teach me to load my tools baby
straight A student i will be
a snapshot in depression i'll remain with you forever
a kodak moment of pain