i want to move away and start life over..no debt..no dumb relationships..no more hurricanes, earthquakes or ex's. i can admit i just want to feel loved and be in love and have it.i want fun and sex..doesn't even have to be good..sloppy is always good too. im tired of lying and hiding and being fake happy. i don't know where to start..btw this hurricane makes...
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entese:
i send you a lot of postive energy 
peachsky:
Hey, I know How it feels to be there man. Sending happy thoughts and good vibes. I hope it works out for you. p.s You are beautiful.
soooo i just got home from a date then just fell on me..we went to lunch the other day and to dinner at my favorite mexican spot last week. it was fun but no where did i expect tonight. on saturday i went to deposit money @ the bank so i could sublime tickets..bank was closed..went to lunch to meet boy..had fun we left..i went...
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hysterian:
I like it!
not doing good..I'm starting to believe i am just like donnie..doomed from the beginning. this is my life and i want out asap i just don't know what to do anymore. i cant stop crying. i left work crying no one could help nor could i talk at one point i was hiding in the office hyperventilating. i just lay here and think about what...
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actionbastard:
I know exactly how you're feeling. Well, wit hout knowing the full background, I can at least relate to the feeling. And I definitely know how it feels to have people say they'll be there, then conveniently not be when you need them most.
If you want someone to talk to, I'm willing to listen
If you want someone to talk to, I'm willing to listen
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boom:
that looks really awesome, but i doubt i'll be up that way in sept. but if i am, i'll try to make it. you going?
sinemetu:
im not sure thinking about it
holy crap am i a slacker..i haven't blogged bc I've been trying to sort shit out and didn't just want to rant and rave..im going to the beach in a week cant wait..its a boy Ive hooked up with but he obviously doesn't want anything serious and i don't think i could handle a relationship anyway since the last 2 have not gone the way...
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a lot going on..too much..still no new job even though im constantly looking..so sick ..i haven't been eating much..too much wine ad cigs..and lack of enough time..well its been helping what i thought was acid reflux..but being the dummy i am..i gorged tonight..chinese..too much chinese..my body hates me..one day ill learn to stop binging. until then im a yoyo addicted to tums.. im trying to...
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dangerdan:
hey cheer up, celebrate the highs, fight through the lows and just take the ride for what it is. When in doubt, go look at puppies, they always cheer me up. Feel better
darth_pl:
you should be 
:p
p.s. being a loner is not that bad.
:pp.s. being a loner is not that bad.
i cant remember the last time i was in such a spiral..it seems my ex has moved on and i should be estatic considering the ridicoulsness of our lives spent together was far from healthy. but its just made me so blah. i drink way more then i should smoke too much and apparently eat too much too. i got on the scale and almost...
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2011 is me finding my roots..tearing away the layers of bullshit and excess expectations of other people who in the end judge and force me to change and then disappear...i was fucking fine the way i was without this shell of a fucking zombie..no more cast..finally saw a "doctor/resident...kid in sperrys" to tell me i was fine..not to life more then a gallon of milk...
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juse:
that sounds like an awesome summer plan lady.
captainamerika:
Do it. I would love to do something like that. I do something like that every few years. Gotta break out of the cages life tends to lead to. Have a great year.
I blew my ears out for the first time..fml..pretty gross..now what? i might go to new york alone to see the decemberist..yeah im a loser but listen to this song..i know i've found my match when we can make love to their albums..they r touring this summer too.i smell a must see at bonnaroo..o how i need friends...
bonebroke:
so great! The Decemberists are one of my all-time faves. I've had to go alone to see them probably 3 or 4 times to NYC...so I know the feeling. Did you get tickets yet?