sinemetu

so last night i had the closest thing to a panic attack ive had in a while..it was scary. i was thinking about my mom and stressing about money and let everything take over.. not good..i had a horrible headache that only got worse after the fact. why am i such a mess? well i need to realize i cant take 2 vacations with in...
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hmm ive been a bit of a slacker lately. well blogging. not working..last week i worked 80 hours and will come close again this week. i need to learn to save to i can slow down.i love the new job. most people i work with are pretty cool. we went skydiving last week. it was amazing. i cant wait to go again. i wasnt scared....
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hmm well i slept most of today but its well deserved its my last day of no work for a long time. my baseball team is gone to complete shit and if the phillies even clinch a wild card spot this season i will be estatic. its not looking good. baseball is my obsession. start my follows tomorrow at the job. im hoping one month...
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i want to go to bonnaroo. please come with/take me

sooo the interview went great felt more like a flowing conversation then an interview. fingers crossed. i then enjoyed the sunshine and bought heart shaped glasses. love them..went to work kinda slow nothing too crazy. then i get a missed call from a weird number with a voicemail. no not the interview. my landlord ( who is in germany for 10 days) his wife. hey...
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job interview tomorrow!! send me lots of positive energy!!!

happy new year... i know im a few days late i went out to a party nye beat as shit..left spent the rest of the night at a small get together which was fun. invented lots of shots. met a ryan gossling look alike but couldnt exchang info bc i was technically there with someone else. super weird situation. wish i could be one of...
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merry christmas..had a good seven fishes last night we drank a ton of wine and were festive it was a lot of fun. i realized i should probably start figuring out some new years eve plans..wish some of you sg peeps were way closer to me!!!

im back........its been so long and it feels like so much has changed but im not sure where to start. so ill just ramble, idk who will even read this. I've been working two jobs to accommodate my ridiculous habits. i haven't died yet i had been working out before i caught a nasty case of the flu and hope to go back this week....
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