sinemetu

so i suggested to one of my regulars to watch two different movies on netflix about the end of the world. he recommends antichrist. tells me to brace myself. sweet jesus it only made me believe that we are one with nature. since watching and reflecting the drives home at 2 am have been interesting to say the least. i swear I have seen the same deer in the same spot just standing and a fox that likes to run in front of my car and play chicken. no biggie. im used to the strange. tonight a frog took the biggest leap across the road. i hit him. it didn't process in my head it was a frog until a second after it was over. i want to pull of for piece of mind and check, meanwhile im on a back road with no lights, there is no moon from the passing storm cloud and im near the memorial people had left for someone who obviously wasnt on earth anymore. I feel horrible. its as if nature is fucking with my head. it was a test i didnt pass :(