holy crap!! i havent updated in forever...had my appendix out; hospital treated me like shit bc of my ink and piercings, had to drive myself home well bc im a loner and thats what happens, get back on my feet dye half my head pink, go to baltimore convention, get arm pit tatted drink a shit ton of moonshine. work suck, meet boy fall head over heels for boy, boy breaks my heart, tried to cut back on the drinking things were getting crazy, now broken hearted me wants to drink all day everyday. life could be worse. it is summer, the pool is open, lots of good music coming through philly. it is time to go though. hoping to start saving maybe start dancing ( it looks hard as hell but money is money) and move to georgia on the beach for a year and go from there. i need a fresh start, a new set of eyes. i keep getting comfortable in the life of misery but its time to man the fuck up. i cant do it anymore. i want to be happy and i have to stop waiting for prince charming to come save me. i was single for a long time for a reason. i just chose to try something new. no dice. its not for me.
