sinemetu

im so happy it stopped being one billion degrees outside. i never did a deep spring cleaning so tomorrow I am on a mission. im actually excite to purge my life of some crap, have the windows open and fresh air everywhere. Im hoping to start running tomorrow too. I have someone who has been begging me to do a set and ive been super nervous because of the weight i put on. in turn i need to get healthy and do it. ive been on here for long enough with out some actuall sg worthy photos. nothing else is really going on. work is suuuppppeerrr slow and im super broke. it sucks because the bills started coming in for my last hospital trip and my stupid jeep is due for an inspection. ive been cooking at home. i know i thought the sky was going to fall. i miss being domestic and am getting into a routine. I like not relying on wawa or spending way too much at my favorite bar. considering im used to eating there at least 3 times a week. im sure ill be ok until work picks back up. I should probably go back to my second job but keep telling myself im going to work out those mornings. what i need is to kick my own ass in motion. im going to start trying hard to better my self and hopefully everything else will just fall into place. off to try to sleep. my sleep pattern is a whole other blog. melatonin and I are about to get into 1 serious relationship.
till then xoxox
me