sinemetu

hmm ive been a bit of a slacker lately. well blogging. not working..last week i worked 80 hours and will come close again this week. i need to learn to save to i can slow down.i love the new job. most people i work with are pretty cool. we went skydiving last week. it was amazing. i cant wait to go again. i wasnt scared. i was feeling alive. and started crying on the way down bc i felt life. i realized all the anxiety the stress was unimportant. all the emotions made me so happy. i feel happy. im trying to grasp the idea of being single and not talking to anyone or looking for anyone or a relationship. just being me and free .headed bACK to the gym monday and am getting my arm finished wednesday. i need to take some new pictures soon. as soon as i feel a little bit skinner and more not so blahh anymore. ill write more later.