sinemetu

i went blonde..im obsessed

life still sucks but the boy..see previous blogs..has really made me smile. just been there to talk and make me laugh..my best friend swears me and the boy r gonna end up together i don't knows about to go on vaca for 2 weeks yeah its with fam but who knows how hell feel when he comes home..i start to attempt to start a workout plan tomorrow...so after watching patton's suspension video i started thinking..if i stared pushing my self to do things that r meditational and energy balancing..maybe i wouldn't want to always feel so destructive and in need of pain....