got my dermal done love it..been just chillin trying to save up some cash been at the beach a lot. with the boy..not the boy as in a boyfriend just the boy i have a crush on..feel too wise bc i know its not going to turn into anything but i stll like to spend time with him..story of my life..im usually just like a bustop for people they hang out for a while have fun and then move on..they reminisce ..and tell me they miss me but then are gone again..its weird. i talked to my ex. she's doing good in la lots of networking. she's not coming back till september now..i miss her but am afraid her issues are just being hidden with the fun of the move..she might also come back to work which could be a disaster. im trying to leave there anyway. im thinking of going back to cocktailing at a club in philly and hope i can start dancing. I've lost 10 pounds so far..it feels awesome. .
listen to radio daze by the roots..i like it alot
