a lot going on..too much..still no new job even though im constantly looking..so sick ..i haven't been eating much..too much wine ad cigs..and lack of enough time..well its been helping what i thought was acid reflux..but being the dummy i am..i gorged tonight..chinese..too much chinese..my body hates me..one day ill learn to stop binging. until then im a yoyo addicted to tums.. im trying to plan my summer but when someone else is involved everything goes to shit..i discover more and more every day that im bound to be a loner..good news though i found a home for my cat..so i've ben sleeping a lot better just still not enough. at least the phillies won today..first time in 4 years i wasn't at the opener 
p.s. being a loner is not that bad.