sinemetu

zoo its been almost a week since my last blog feels like an eternity. im sitting here watching the vici's fashion show. somevery older lady last week grabbed me at the market bc i had on pink hood..she said sweetie did u see the show..i responded no im bummed i had to work..i don't know what her creepo husband had tivoed bc its on now!!! btw i love katy perry! i want to fall in love and feel her song teenage dream in my soul..i know im a nerd i don't care!! the work situation has been super stressful. not having help with bills and such and my car unexpedently costing me 700 dollars!! so yeah waitressing corporate sucks, i still have 6 more days of training and these people r outright mean. i know i need this job though and need to suck it up until something better comes along! btw my turkey came out delicious!! i cooked it in raspberry woodchuck! btw how do u get a ticket to the victoria secret fashion show? so i need to stop stress eating its something I've done as long as I can remember and it sucks. I eat the grossest stuff, tonight bacon. i hate meat and know how gross it is and know i feel so much better with out meat and cheese in my life...stress..everything out the window.when i was younger my mom wouldn't let me eat junk or drink soda and when i lived with my aunt she let me eat the world. until i realized 1 i could save money by sneaking a lunch and save my lunch money..and 2. skinny girls attracted more boys. bad news bears..obviously no one was looking out,..i just need to learn my triggers and really get them in check.,.it would help if my life were a little less stressful too. tomorrow is my 6 week check up of my broken wrist. i know it'll be at least 2 more weeks..i havent exactly done what i supposed to stop doing aka work..i lift boxes and hangers ..hot mess..that should be my new name around here..super sexy right?!! off to study this stupid menu
send me some love !!!
xoxoxox
muah!
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