i want a change of scenery. i want to move me and the doggies and just go..i want to start somewhere brand new and struggle a little and love every minute of it..i want to go out and just dance and not care whose watching or laughing..i want to drown in liquor.. i want to dance 2 days a week and lay on the beach.. i want to get back in shape and stop making excuses on why i cant work out besides that im a lazy fuck..i want to be alone and not be analyzed about how i need to nurture more in relationships but ill be a great mom in the same breath.. i want to post blogs about good things and how i love life and how i couldn't ask for anything more, i want to dance so hard to david guetta mixed by girl talk. i want jay z to stop acting like hes gonna retire and be a bitch about his record leaking.. i want to get a fo hawk and shave hearts in the side of my head and not hear about how im gonna get fired assholes.. i want to just fuck just a good fuck..i never really talk about my wants and needed to voice them..i just want to much lately.
lastserenade:
yeah but getting them out in the open helps make them happen usually
jesstrofunk:
You have the wants, now you need to start deciding how to make them a reality. I realize that some of them (Jay Z) aren't really in your control. Something a friend of mine told me that really stuck in my head is "at the end of the day, as long as you are happy with what you did that day, is all that matters." That little phrase has gotten me through some hard times. Maybe it can help you 
