sindri

i know it's been like a month.. i have been trying to get over this retarded depression thing i have going on. living in the middle of nowhere without a car and no internet tends to hinder my ability to be happy. but my car should be fixed tonight and that makes me extremely happy yay!
my guy issues are finally at an end. i had to put a stop to the nonsense. i was trying to be with someone who obviously did not want to be with me. yes, he was and is with another but the things he was saying to me made me truly believe that is would be just a short amount of time before he was going to end it. and at the same time he would continue to see me and tell me all the things a girl wants to hear, he introduced me to his friends, and the sex was great. i thought things would go my way. not so much. and every time i asked when he thought he may breakup he would just get angry and hang up on me. and then on halloween, after i wrecked my car, i had had enough. 3 months of torture is plenty for my heart. and then after all was said and done... i continued to receive texts expressing he missed me and all that crap. this to me, is just mean. why would you do that? but it has been a minute since the last text message so i am assuming that he has gotten over this and is now going to let me live my life. and hopefully i can make that happen.
i am going to get started on some christmas presents i am making and my best friend and i are trying to plan a spring trip. i think i am leaning towards vegas.. any suggestions?

have a good day!
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