sincrete

Gooooooodddddd Morning!!! Yes it is Wednesday, before you know it it's ending and time to party woo!.. ookay okay so Relationships suck balls.. people want to get with me but I find out I'm not the whole " taking home to Mom" material.. In a way I really don't give a shit but If I'm really into you and think there's a possibility of us being together for a really long time it would be nice. I'm getting tired of bending over backwards for a special someone and then get shitted on in the end.. Sooo this leads me to believe I am thinking of giving up on relationships overall.. lol I just Want to find someone who will take care of me and of course I'd do the same for them... These are random thought I am still single trying to do my own thing.. Also I had an interview yesterday for another job.. and it was at a porn store.. I'm hoping I got the job lolol.. Also Car hunting has been bad. I can't find a decent car for a good cheap price. I'm thinking of leasing but I probably wouldn't be able to handle the payments.. It kind of sucks when your money goes to nothing but groceries and medical bills lol.. If I give my mother 1200 hundred I can get her car.. Sadly I don't even have that much soooo yea lol. BLAH