so...
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i'm in a not so happy mood right now.
it's "that time" of the month. i'm miserable because of that.
also i didnt get to go to kitty's because halley's parents made him put his car in the shop to fix the suspension. so i did not get my dreads fixed. people keep suggestion that i go to a salon. i've looked everywhere, supply your own dreads and it's $100. fucking shit man i'm poor. and so with the realization that i've wasted my money in buying these beautiful dreads but will never be able to afford to get them put in correctly. i've taken them out and put them back in the package. i think i'm going to sell them. anyone want 39 double ended dreads? i seriously doubt i'll ever get them put in.
i don't know what to do with my hair right now. i fucking hate it. i have no money to dye it, and i've got an ugly blond streak on one side. wtf i HATE blond hair. [to those who don't know, i had left over bleach and blue dye, tried bleaching and dying a blue streak, but the dye didn't take to my hair] ugly. so i'm stuck wi th this stupid haircut and stupid streak. i cant wear the dreads that i've been waiting on since the beginning of fucking july. i'm in the worst mood, and i've got shitty cramps.
halley's mom just came and picked him up to take his car to the shop. i don't like her very much anymore because she accused me of being a junkie on my birthday becuse i'm skinny. so i told him i didnt want to be around her, plus i feel like shit and i dont feel like getting up and moving around alot. i feel really bad for staying here, but im sick of hiding how angry i am at her. hiding behind the nice hellos and being all cute and nice when she to talk to me. i hate you because you are stupid. i mean wtf you tell your son he can't marry me because he's too young. he's older than you were when you fucking gave birth to him!! you won't even let him have access to HIS money his father left to him, so he can buy me an engagment ring. i want to punch you lady, and i'm not a violent person. [i've never even been in a fight before!]
UGH!
theres no fucking food in my house.
i have no way of entertaining myself because i've watched every movie i have a million times and i'm bored of them. i can't play swg because i'm on dial up. i think my free month is up anyway. can't pay for it. and on top of that i dont have any working video game consoles.
i have absolutly nothing to fucking do but sit here and do fucking nothing.
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*sigh*
i'm sorry about that/ i needed to get some things off my chest. i still feel like crap though...
halley i love you , my comet boy.
[startrant]
i'm in a not so happy mood right now.
it's "that time" of the month. i'm miserable because of that.
also i didnt get to go to kitty's because halley's parents made him put his car in the shop to fix the suspension. so i did not get my dreads fixed. people keep suggestion that i go to a salon. i've looked everywhere, supply your own dreads and it's $100. fucking shit man i'm poor. and so with the realization that i've wasted my money in buying these beautiful dreads but will never be able to afford to get them put in correctly. i've taken them out and put them back in the package. i think i'm going to sell them. anyone want 39 double ended dreads? i seriously doubt i'll ever get them put in.
i don't know what to do with my hair right now. i fucking hate it. i have no money to dye it, and i've got an ugly blond streak on one side. wtf i HATE blond hair. [to those who don't know, i had left over bleach and blue dye, tried bleaching and dying a blue streak, but the dye didn't take to my hair] ugly. so i'm stuck wi th this stupid haircut and stupid streak. i cant wear the dreads that i've been waiting on since the beginning of fucking july. i'm in the worst mood, and i've got shitty cramps.
halley's mom just came and picked him up to take his car to the shop. i don't like her very much anymore because she accused me of being a junkie on my birthday becuse i'm skinny. so i told him i didnt want to be around her, plus i feel like shit and i dont feel like getting up and moving around alot. i feel really bad for staying here, but im sick of hiding how angry i am at her. hiding behind the nice hellos and being all cute and nice when she to talk to me. i hate you because you are stupid. i mean wtf you tell your son he can't marry me because he's too young. he's older than you were when you fucking gave birth to him!! you won't even let him have access to HIS money his father left to him, so he can buy me an engagment ring. i want to punch you lady, and i'm not a violent person. [i've never even been in a fight before!]
UGH!
theres no fucking food in my house.
i have no way of entertaining myself because i've watched every movie i have a million times and i'm bored of them. i can't play swg because i'm on dial up. i think my free month is up anyway. can't pay for it. and on top of that i dont have any working video game consoles.
i have absolutly nothing to fucking do but sit here and do fucking nothing.
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*sigh*
i'm sorry about that/ i needed to get some things off my chest. i still feel like crap though...
halley i love you , my comet boy.
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hrdcrben:
awww i hope things start looking up soon... i've been feeling like shit too but for other reasons (thank god hehe) I began recording some riffs on guitar to play for some frineds of mine. I finally might have a namd that works! YaY!!!! anyway take care and i hope you feel better soon 
genericname:
too many words to read!! but from what i skimmed through it seems you arent givin the present a thumbs up .... for that i send out lots of positive energy beams to pump you up and make you go "yippie" at the very least for a little.