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halleys parents are fucking nuts. i had a pretty eh..crappy birthday..my friends wouldnt let me go do anything i wanted to do. we walked around inthe quarter all day cause we didnt know what else to do. i mean we snuck into the empty apartment in a building halley owns to smokes, but they would get pissed everytime i said "hey i wanna go in this store" or some shit

then our friend david invited us to go shoot fireworks with him so halley was giving his friend directions on how to get there (we got in a wreck the other day, we're all ok, but some asshole in a 04 jag broadsided us and got away with it cause he's friends with a congresmanss brother in FL so we dont have a car now since the driver sides doors dont open anymore)
so yeah he was trying to give directions and halleys mom all of a suden gets mad and says we cant go out. i got upset cause i had been having a shitty birthday weekend. i didnt wanna go out the front door cause i'd have to walk past them and she'd upset me cause i'm locked in my room all week while halley's at work with nothing to do but sit here. i havent any friends here. so i was a little upset with her not letting us go out even though i'm 21, and i just wanted to go shoot fireworks n shit. i mean fuck i didnt even get drunkat all this weekend cause i'm not much for booze. so i tried going out the back door but halley couldnt find his key. well his window was already open so i hopped out of that and wen and sat on the corner to cool down so i didnt snap at anyone or anything, ya know what i mean? well halley went out after me to try and get me back inside. i mean its not like i was doing anything wrong i just didnt wanna vent on someone who didnt do anything to me. well halley parents got pissed about halley leaving the house. soon as he found me i told me to go in cause hed get it trouble. well meanwhile his mom went through my purse. she found two prescription medicine bottles and called my parents to come get me. dumb fucking bitch. one bottle was over the counter period cramp meds called premesyn. the other was in fact a perscription bottle, but it was old and empty. i used it to put some skull shaped beads carved out of bone that halley's friend tyler gave me. and it also had all my body jelewrey in it. then she finds this empty nickle baggie and tells my parents that is wasnt weed in it, something white. and accuses me of being a herion addict. first off i'd never even seen the bag, and they can be found along thier street. we had to take thier dongs for walk once and the new puppy found one of the ground and started licking it! but yeah so she kicked me out just when halley and i had everything settled and i was just about to cuddle up next to him and be okay. they all come busting thruogh the doors with my parents saying i have to leave immediatly. now we've both got to take drug tests. just for herion i think though, cause they all knew we smoked pot anyways. but halley and i get to prove that stupid fucking bitch wrong. i'm terrified of herion. ive only even seen it in movie and read the book smack but just the thought of it scares me to shit. the only needle i'll allow in me are peircing needles and inthe furture tattoo ones. (and of course if i need to go to the dr or some shit) but never ever would i fucking shoot, up,

plus i cant believe she had the fucking never to go through my fucking purse
and to acuse me of being a junkie just cause of the way i look. im a small person (just reached 5ft) i have a very small fram and am skinny, but that's becase i'm e apicky eater and hardly have money to get anything to eat. plus i was just recently sick and lost a bit of weight. but i've never in my life been over 95 lbs. i'm currently at 88. so does this make me a junkie? i think not.
does going to sit on the corner to cool down and get my self calm and collecte so so dont snap at anyone make me a heroin addict? i think not.

i just dont know what to do anymore. i cant stand this place.

sprry for any typos. hard to see thru the tears.

ah yeah and on top of that i cant find any way to get my host and domain. my mom was going to let me but know she's flipped though i'd done nothing wrong. i mean god fucking damn it's only $28 god damn dollars for the year.