I am always truly amazed at how badly the wires in my brain are. I mean how did i get to the point where flesh searing pain is the only this that keeps me sane?
how did burns and blisters get to be the only thing that can make me feel like i am actually alive?
how do i stop?
I am so sick of the nothingness i want to feel again, even remebering what it feels like to feel something would be better than this.
I cant belive that excrusiating pain is a welcomed relife.
FUCK
how did burns and blisters get to be the only thing that can make me feel like i am actually alive?
how do i stop?
I am so sick of the nothingness i want to feel again, even remebering what it feels like to feel something would be better than this.
I cant belive that excrusiating pain is a welcomed relife.
FUCK