simplytheguy

Self sabatoge.................


such an interesting human action...........


Why do i continually do things that i know befor hand will cause me great pain.............

hmmmm


Oh well tomarrow i will eiher go to therapy like i need to or not, and more importantly will i call kat while im in boulder. i know i shouldnet but i also know i will



Ive been thinking about this situation for more than a few hours now, and i really and truely can not think of a bigger slap in the face than her asking me to be there for her through this whole being pregnant thing. I mean she moved out on me and in with this dumbass befor she bothered to break it off with me, and now that he knocked her up and decided it was all up to her she comes back to me knowing that ill help her through whatever she chooses be it kid, adoption, or abortion.

So tomarrow if i go to boulder for my much needed therapy afterwords ill end up at a clinic somewhere more than likely holding kats hand while she has the fetus of the jerk who stole her from me ripped out of her all the while telling her how everythign will be OK.


Are everyones lives as fucked up as mine or did i win some cosmic lotto