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I'm feeling kinda good at the mo, I ain't feelin as stressed as I have been. Still need to sort out what I'm gonna be doin with my life but I'm on the way....lol.

I applied for a new job the other week n I got a call at work the other day from the agency dealing with the recruiment for it asking me to...
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barny:
thanks for the mail smile

your adress tho! HAHA! biggrin
barny:
i got your adress! i just laughed... reminded me of "big_tool_for_you" sex and da city!

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I've had a pretty cool bank holiday...no work for a start (yay) so made it a nice long weekend. Went into town shopping (didn't get much cos I'm a bit skint...lol). Then we went for a meal at the Illicit Still, where had a lil too much to drink with my meal as there was a mix up with the drinks n I ended up...
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barny:
u know the "kalms" you suggested. is it JUST the "kalms night" to be taken 3-4 an hour before bed or was there a day remedy aswel?

im trying the kalms night at the moment.. not sure of the success, hows your trial going?


thanks smile

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krass_of_nod:
Hey I just showed my girlfriend your set she says "Yum"
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The sun is out and it's the weekend, no work till Tuesday cos of thhe bank holiday...yay! So I'm tryin hard to be more positive. It's not really working but I'm trying.

I decided to hang out in town, while I was waiting to go to my singing lesson. Although I still hate it here, I do like being in town when it's hot n...
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tsui:
I was going to go to a Tattoo convention there but I wasnt sure how much I had got paid and I'm spending more and more on travel these days so I'm having to chose where I can and cant't afford to go. Theres too much on right now. smile
tsui:
Exactly smile
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First off sorry for this rant of self pitty. Your all excused for reading cos I know no one gives a shit or will prob read this. But I need to write this somewhere or I'm gonna go insane or smash something or worse.

Where to start, I don't even know. As I write this my mind is whiring round in a daze (sorry for...
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livingdeadkirst:
thanks for the comment on my psw set blush
hysteria_22:
The interview went really well. I'm just waiting to head back from them! biggrin
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There's nothing too much to update, I've just had a lazy day catching up on some much needed sleep as I've worked my ass off all week n work has been stressing me the hell out puke

I had planned going out n down to the beach to chill out if the weather was good but it rained all morning n most of the afternoon so...
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Ok I've been holding back telling everyone this incase I jinx it but I can't keep it in any longer! biggrin

I'm gonna be moving biggrin , Beckie has decided to move up here permanently and she asked me to move in with her biggrin . I can't believe we're gonna be living together! We ain't gonna be moving until July/Aug cos we got stuff to sort out...
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smthngclever:
Awesome. Sounds fun and exciting. Good luck with the new place and new roomie! smile
smthngclever:
Your list sounded good. It puts things in perspective I thought. I have one made. Havent posted it. Maybe I should instead of my little mello-dramatic rant. biggrin
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I'm back...yay biggrin finally managed to reactivte my account. Bloody dumb ass credit card wasn't workin, but fixed now.

Anyways I'm way happier since last time I was on here biggrin Life might just have a meaning. I'm getting really excited, things might just be about to change for me. I'm a lil scared to write why in here incase I jinx it, but one lil clue...
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edrok666:
Hi Ryan, hope all is well! smile
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Here I sit alone drinking again, I promised myself I wasn't gonna do this. Oh well I've went a whole week without alcohol that gotta be something...lol.

*trying to think of something positive to write here*, it's not working frown Fuck it, I'll be honest, I'm depressed n lonely!!! There I've said it!!! And who cares anyway.

I think it must be me, I mean I...
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Time for a lil update me thinks.

So what's new...trying to make some life changing decisions at the mo. Works doing my head, I love my job n the people I work with. But my job's making me so tired n stressed I hardly do anything but work n sleep.

So I considering what my options are. My job ain't exacly what I wanna do...
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smthngclever:
Its such a good feeling to make learning more, a goal.
I want to go back to college. Music history. I probably wont ever. I dont know what I would do with a degree like that anyway. I just love reading about different eras of music. I dont have the money to go to college again. smile
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I'm so fucked off!!!!!!!! mad I spent ages getting all my stuff ready for my singing yesterday. I had to pick a selection of songs to choose from for a concert next month. I was quite pleased with myself cos I had an idea what I wanted to do.

Anyway headed off to my guitar lesson first then singing. Now bear in mind the concert is...
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smthngclever:
The orange flags are part of an exhibition called "The Gates" by installation artist Christo. They spanned throughout all of Central Park for the past two weeks. It was pretty. It was the talk of the town in NYC.
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I know youre angry but Id go with #2. It might go really well. A creative challlenge. The backing track could just sound awful even if you are 100%. Thats my opinion. What do I know though.
Good luck!
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dollfac3:
Thanks ! Only an hour cos just outline at mo....