Time for another update I guess even tho I don't really have much to right about.
I've really just been working, ain't seen my girl this last couple of weekends n I ain't gonna see her until at least next weekend
I'm really missing her. I'm getting pissed off with myself cos I can feel myself starting to get paraniod cos when we're togther it's amazing but when we're apart she's kinda distant n it bugs me. I know I'm prob just bein stupid, but a little part of me is scared am I setting myself up to get hurt again. I love her to bits n now I think I am really starting to fall IN LOVE with her. It's killing me us being apart so much.
I know it's still early days n I'm still kinda young but I'm at the stage in my life where I want a comitment. I don't mean like getting engaged or anything. But just something a bit more serious than just being able to spend weekends together. It be nice to come from work n just be with her, n be able for us cuddle up every night.
Oh grrr I know I'm in a weird mood. Yesterday at work I just wanted to cry n go home which ain't like me. Then this morning I really wanted to call in sick, I left it to the last minute before I went n got my shower n got ready for work. Had to convince myself to go into work. I ain't felt like this for a lil while n it's buggin the hell out of me. I thinks it's a combo of needing a holiday n missing Laura .
I've really just been working, ain't seen my girl this last couple of weekends n I ain't gonna see her until at least next weekend
I'm really missing her. I'm getting pissed off with myself cos I can feel myself starting to get paraniod cos when we're togther it's amazing but when we're apart she's kinda distant n it bugs me. I know I'm prob just bein stupid, but a little part of me is scared am I setting myself up to get hurt again. I love her to bits n now I think I am really starting to fall IN LOVE with her. It's killing me us being apart so much.
I know it's still early days n I'm still kinda young but I'm at the stage in my life where I want a comitment. I don't mean like getting engaged or anything. But just something a bit more serious than just being able to spend weekends together. It be nice to come from work n just be with her, n be able for us cuddle up every night.
Oh grrr I know I'm in a weird mood. Yesterday at work I just wanted to cry n go home which ain't like me. Then this morning I really wanted to call in sick, I left it to the last minute before I went n got my shower n got ready for work. Had to convince myself to go into work. I ain't felt like this for a lil while n it's buggin the hell out of me. I thinks it's a combo of needing a holiday n missing Laura
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KABOOOMMM! there is the grenades, and two birds fall dead hehe. Later bro just though I would throw my cent and a half in.