simply2complex

God it's nice to know I don't have work in the morning, thank god for bank holidays...lol. Tho gonna have busy day got a load of stuff to do. Need to book my accomodation n train tickets for going down to Edinburgh next weekend to see Laura. I hope I can get it all booked. I can't wait, a whole weekend with her. I hope it all goes well, I'm sure we're gonna have a wicked time together. Just a bit nervous tho cos the minute I start to care for anyone it fucks up for me. But maybe this time I've found the right one.

I'm still tryin to plan out what to do with my future. Where to move to. Get my own place here, n stay in a job that basically pays the bills. Or take a chance n move away from my city n possible to to college somewhere else, find a new job there n try n make some sort of career out of my music.

The thing that's buggin me is it took me long enough to get this job even tho it's not what I want to do. Do I risk that n follow my heart n at least try n attempt making something of my music, which means moving away. Or stay here in live the safe option n be bored. Staying here I have got used to having a steady income, which can't really afford to lose, but moving away kinda is something I need to at least try. If I do move it will prob be somewhere like Perth or Edinburgh. Upside if things go great between Laura n me then living in Edinburgh means we can spend more time together. Oh I don't know!!!

Anyways....

I redesigned my online siggy tonight for one of the communities I'm a member of. Pitty you can't use siggys on here, cos it fits my member name here too.