simply2complex

This is the 3rd time I've tried to update this (maybe 3rd time lucky) cos my net connection is going loopy!

Job update I didn't get the job I went for after the 2 interview the gave me . So I'm stuck where I am just now, in a job where all our future is uncertain cos we may all be getting paid off . I've also applied for to other jobs tho, 1 in Edinburgh and 1 in London. I just want out of this whole city, I've said it for ages but I'm gonna do it!

Right I really want a drink, I just want to get wasted! But I'm trying hard to be good, cos I can't afford to go n buy alcohol spesh if I wanna save n pay off my debts so I can go down to Edinburgh in a few weekends.

I feel really low just now cos my best mate moves tomorrow, n although there is already miles betwen us. Her moby is fucked n once she moves she has no phone till she can get a new moby. So apart from having her new address I have no way of gettting to speak to her until god knows when. I hate the fact knowing I can't just pick up the phone n talk to her when we want to . Least when she was at home I could call her at home or e-mail her. I miss having her around too. I'm used to being on my own n losing people but she's the one person I can't handle not being able to talk to. I feel selfish but I just miss her company