simply2complex

Here I sit alone drinking again, I promised myself I wasn't gonna do this. Oh well I've went a whole week without alcohol that gotta be something...lol.

*trying to think of something positive to write here*, it's not working Fuck it, I'll be honest, I'm depressed n lonely!!! There I've said it!!! And who cares anyway.

I think it must be me, I mean I must go through phases or something. My life was slowly gettin back on track n was feeling happier. Then bang I'm starting to feel depressed n loney again . Works not helping, I like my job and the people but it's streesing me out so much just now it's making me ill. I just can't concentrate on anything else I'm so tired.

Also my best mate has just got a new job which means her moving. I am really happy for her, really I am. But stupid thing is after she told me, when I was on my own I got all sad. Means she gonna be that lil bit further away from me than she already is. Which ok don't really make that much difference from how things are just now. But made me realise I do actually miss having her around.

Ok I'm gonna shut up cos this is turning into a moan