It's the bleach that's making my eyes burn. No coffee this morning; my head is killing me. The past is coming to visit this weekend...good thing I've got the booze to cope. It gets me thinking...being alive makes you want to be dead, but being dead would just be more of he same. I guess we're stuck. Every now and again though, I hear a song that makes me suddenly aware of the blood in my veins. The kind of song that sucks your soul out through your pores. For those few seconds, sometimes minutes, I am truly alive. All facets of me working as one to reveal a being that is untouchable, that awes you with its overwhelming power. Awes me. For that short time, I can see myself as I want to. I can be proud of what I see.
Are you still reading? I know, I'm beginning to tire of my ramblings as well. One day that music will play permanently inside me. It will drive me higher, make me stronger.
Who am I kidding. One-man-bands suck.
Are you still reading? I know, I'm beginning to tire of my ramblings as well. One day that music will play permanently inside me. It will drive me higher, make me stronger.
Who am I kidding. One-man-bands suck.
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GlaxoSmithKline can go kill themselves.
Ford and their Pinto can do the same.
My place in hell is right next to corporations like these, punching them in the face forever.
Time is a nice therapy. Just keep my head above water until I'm too tired to care. weeeee!
racing snail, you're nice. Thank you.
now then. I'm off to burn down GSK.
I feel light. It's time to lay down.
[Edited on Jun 29, 2005 8:54PM]
having read up on a few people here, and doing some further research about them, I got to thinking.
It's so very...mmm...frightening maybe?, to see where people are in their lives. Some being but a year older than I, and already happily married, and starting families and such. Why is it that I am so fucking young? Where was my personal developement stalled? where was yours enhanced? Is this at all relevant to anything? Everyone just seems to be further along than I. Good thing Envy isn't a sin or anything.....
My wagon is laggin'.
K. Done.
FOR 1 MONTH, I SHUT UP NOW. That's enough out of me.
[Edited on Jun 29, 2005 9:06PM]