I really wish I could have some sort of final closure for everything I've been through the last year or so. I'm still not over it and I don't know if I can be until I get to say goodbye to everything for good. On one had I don't even want to deal with that kind of drama or anything but then again I think I'd be happier if I could just say goodbye to her in person and to everything I gave her...even just to say fuck you I hope I never see you again. It would feel good. But I know I won't get that chance...I have to move on without that closure. I just don't know how I could ever trust another girl or have another relationship ever again. Blah....I have to sleep so I can work in the morning. Night all..to the anyone who actually might read this. Mostly just for myself.
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zeigh:
Keep your head up!
simms1:
Thanks. It has just been a very difficult year. I"m always alone it seems like and I have lost everything. My friends, my family, all my money, my fiance, my dog...I just need some help!