silvermoon

Can someone tell me, how you move on?, for real... Please don't say the same that everyone say, i really wanna read something that get me, if you ever felt like you lost "your arm", and you can do anything because you don't have that part of you that helped you to do so many things, if you ever felt like the world is just as cold as an iceberg, and the warmth that should be your shelter is just an utopia.
I really cannot find the comfort in this world, i feel like a zombie again, i have lost the will to live, that's why i say that i'm not afraid of the swine flu. I feel like i'm just walking aimlessly.
I don't have that many friends here, and just a little bit of them read my blogs and even less write.
If you don't wanna say anything is ok, i already feel alone, that feeling can grow further.

Maybe this song can explain how i feel, this is one of my favorite bands.
The song is "Closure", the band is "Evergrey"...
There is just one part of the song that i'm not agree with, but i believe that he say that just for saying it, because be feels impotent, but he doesn't really mean that. Anyway, and just in case, don't pay attention to that part, the "i hate you part", is only two lines of the song... (and i cannot hate her, i love her, omg that i do).

Here is the song: (just hear the song, that's not the video )



And here are the lyrics, he sings very clear but just in case:

Thanks beforehand, and if you just can't say anything is ok...
XOXO to everyone...