silvermchic

i was asked to go to a show tonight but declined because i have so much reading to do for school...i am even skipping going to class today to do the reading for tomorrow...is that bad? i don't believe in ADD and now i am being told i have it...WHAT? i always thought i was just stupid...my brain can suck sometimes but it makes for some fun crazy times...so i decided to semi-stop drinking and it is working...when i drink it isn't enough to make me happy and soon i will relate drinking to a waste of time if i am only drinking limited amounts and then i will stop drinking all together..that is my theory....this is becoming long...sorry...i have this odd feeling something big is about to happen in my life but i am unsure of what it is...i am excited because after wed i will know exactly what classes i need to graduate and then i will be closer to seeing the end of this terrible thing called school....sorry if i never make sense....i think i will go eat for the first time in 8 hours....go scary diet....haha...no i just forgot to eat and after eating 10 times a day in texas i think that is ok....so bye