What a crazy few days. The girl came up for the weekend to stay with me and watch my band play. The gig was ok...not good, not bad, just ok.
The girl seemed genuinely happy to see me and be around me and stuff. Which, is kinda weird actually because she's not very open with her emotions and stuff.
Saturday was a rough day, we went to see my mom for mother's day, and mom had bought the girl a little gift "from your hamster" says mom, not knowing that the girl can barely make it through mother's day for other reasons. Then we came back to my place and decided to watch Kill Bill, that lasted about 20 minutes...I forgot about the hospital scene...bad, bad for the girl. So we had some emotional outpourings and stuff, and then she seemed to get better and we went out to dinner and then to the bar for gig part 2. Again, it was ok. Then, when we got home Saturday night she told me she loved me. That was huge. It was the second time she has said it to anyone in 10 years, yes, twice in 10 years. I've been saying it to her for a while now...never really expected to hear it come from her mouth...and it did.
Sunday morning she dropped another bomb on me, which I'm not going to get into, but it may become a big issue in the next few weeks, only time will tell.
Then the last two days she has been in a pretty damn depressed state, which is never pretty and has been especially bad after everything from the weekend. But, we think we figured out what might be causing her depression problems and have taken steps to see if we are right. She seems to be pulling out of it now and hopefully she'll be all good soon.
The girl seemed genuinely happy to see me and be around me and stuff. Which, is kinda weird actually because she's not very open with her emotions and stuff.
Saturday was a rough day, we went to see my mom for mother's day, and mom had bought the girl a little gift "from your hamster" says mom, not knowing that the girl can barely make it through mother's day for other reasons. Then we came back to my place and decided to watch Kill Bill, that lasted about 20 minutes...I forgot about the hospital scene...bad, bad for the girl. So we had some emotional outpourings and stuff, and then she seemed to get better and we went out to dinner and then to the bar for gig part 2. Again, it was ok. Then, when we got home Saturday night she told me she loved me. That was huge. It was the second time she has said it to anyone in 10 years, yes, twice in 10 years. I've been saying it to her for a while now...never really expected to hear it come from her mouth...and it did.
Sunday morning she dropped another bomb on me, which I'm not going to get into, but it may become a big issue in the next few weeks, only time will tell.
Then the last two days she has been in a pretty damn depressed state, which is never pretty and has been especially bad after everything from the weekend. But, we think we figured out what might be causing her depression problems and have taken steps to see if we are right. She seems to be pulling out of it now and hopefully she'll be all good soon.
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shewulf:
awe sounds like she has had a rough life. I hope that things get better for her....I stopped by to say hello and see how you were doing. I managed to get my laptop out and get on to see how everyone was doing before i go in for my test tomorrow....anyways....take care 
ovida:
Awww, craptacular. Here, I will mail you a box of kittens. Kitten make everything better...or better yet, robot kittens I will send 