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silvercharmer

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Mild Panic Attack

Feb 19, 2014
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So far, everything is going according to plan.

I found someone to take over my lease. I'm leaving my keys with the leasing office for her to pick up on my last day of work... March 1st.

The Florida store is expecting me to start on St Patty's Day, March 17th, with the possibility (and strong hopefulness from the store) of starting as early as the 10th.

My application for the apartment in FL was accepted for background and renter's history. Just need a Letter of Intent from the FL store that I am transferring to that location so I will have income when I move.

I'm still trying to keep breathing and not get too worked up, worried if it falls through, but until leases are signed, I don't want to get my hopes up. I've been disappointed twice already... a disappointment of this magnitude would take a lot out of me. I mean, I'll take it as it comes but I really really don't want to get disappointed.

But OH. MY. GOD!

*hyperventilating*

I'm moving back to Florida!! And so soon!! I've been talking about it and dreaming about it and wishing for it and changing my mind about it... and now it's finally happening.

Holy shit. Even I didn't believe I was going to follow through with it!

*deep breath*

anti_:
Best of luck on your move!  Travel safe!  Glad you finally pulled the trigger.  Say hi to your sister for me when you get there.
Feb 19, 2014
silvercharmer:
@anti_ Thanks. Me too.  I think I had to be done here completely before I was ready to leave and every day, I get more and more done-er or whatever. Nahmean?
Feb 20, 2014

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