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Monday Dec 31, 2012

Dec 31, 2012
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Home after the procedure and running errands afterward. I don't feel too badly, just a little sore, like I had a really long night of sex and it got a little dry. Graphic, but that's the best way to describe the feeling.

The local anesthesia tho was brutal. With the epinephrine, my heart started racing almost instantaneous just as my whole body started shaking. I started crying, it freaked me out so bad. After my heart calmed down, I just settled in. The doctor said it looked like she had gotten all of the diseased tissue, but after lab results come back in about a week, I should know for sure if I need to go back.

So, I have to amend my NY Resolution of getting pregnant this year. It's recommended I wait 9 months to a year before I try and get pregnant. It's all good though. I feel good about the whole situation. I was freaking out when the test results came back from the biopsy I had in October, but now that the LEEP is done, I'm hopefully my health will get back to normal and I'm also hoping I won't have a hard time getting pregnant when the time comes.

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I had decided that, with me turning 29 this year, it's about time I make my desire to be a mom a reality. I'm tired of waiting for "Mr Right" in order for me to make something I want so badly to come to reality. As ideal as it would be to raise a child in a two-parent home, I want to be a mom MORE than I want to get married. I'd rather just live on my own, do my own thing, and raise my children in a happy and healthy environment.



I just need to find a sperm donor LoL

I'll wait until I move to Florida, probably, which will happen in 2013. With me going into the medical field, I'll find a suitable partner, I think. I think of all the guys I've been with thus far in my life, I'm grateful I never ever had kids with any of them. I'm glad I never settled down.

Just FYI. I'll probably be blogging a lot lately. I've been keeping to myself for way too long... even with Twitter, it just hasn't been sufficient to get out of my head what's been in there.

That being said, ya'll have an amazing NYE!! I'm home watching my brother and staying in. I think I'll do a cyber-Cocktail party on MFC tonight. We'll see how it goes.

Muchos besos!
Have fun and be safe!!
Aimee

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Dec 31, 2012

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