silvercharmer

So, I'm much much less sad about leaving Denver. At least, with my friend, I'm letting it go of my own interpretation of what's going on between the two of us and just letting it be. I have too much to do and plan to let stuff like this get the best of me. I'm SO looking forward to moving back to Florida. I'm severely going to miss Denver and friends and family but I have so much to look forward to down in Florida! Just a couple years, if all goes according to plan and I may be back in Denver. Who knows. Maybe after graduation, I'll move to the left coast and try California again. All I know is, I'm too young to settle down yet. ESPECIALLY since I'm single with no kids. I have the opportunity to be close to my family while I can. I feel a little anxiety in my stomach at the thought, but I think it's because of the stress of losing my stat sheet from the seminar last night and trying to figure out this crap to make sure all my statistics are flat.

I hate when things go so right (like last night) that I stop being accountable and responsible and lose the most important thing. Always remember, just when you think you have everything handled, you probably missed something. NEVER ASSUME you have everything handled. Always be present and on top of your game. As soon as you stop being present, that's when something gets missed. Always. Without fail.

*sigh* Now to try and go looking for this little sheet of paper... There are two (maybe more) possibly places where this thing can be. MUST FIND!

Besos!
Aimee

P.S. I'm a little anxious on top of just having chugged a cup of coffee so I feel like this entry was a little all over the place. My apologies.