Ugh. I hate second-guessing myself.
Is that normal?
Edited to add:
I woke up this morning feeling a little apprehensive about moving. Like if this was the best decision for me. My friend suggested it's a lot like buyers remorse, which is the best way I can describe the feeling but it's not like moving is a bad thing. I LOVE the idea of being close to home again. My apprehension is all to do with with I'll be "leaving behind." This is the first time in a long time I'm moving on and moving forward NOT to escape anything. Life is good here. I have no complaints and I think this is why I'm so scared about it. I'm not leaving anything unfavorable. I don't like the idea of leaving my friends. I don't like that I won't be living near my #1... and that I won't be moving in with her. I feel guilty. :/
I need help with perspective. LoL
Is that normal?
Edited to add:
I woke up this morning feeling a little apprehensive about moving. Like if this was the best decision for me. My friend suggested it's a lot like buyers remorse, which is the best way I can describe the feeling but it's not like moving is a bad thing. I LOVE the idea of being close to home again. My apprehension is all to do with with I'll be "leaving behind." This is the first time in a long time I'm moving on and moving forward NOT to escape anything. Life is good here. I have no complaints and I think this is why I'm so scared about it. I'm not leaving anything unfavorable. I don't like the idea of leaving my friends. I don't like that I won't be living near my #1... and that I won't be moving in with her. I feel guilty. :/
I need help with perspective. LoL
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Do you feel like you're jinxing yourself? Like if you're not moving to get away from anything that it's going to be bad at where you're moving to? I think it will be fine. I'm sure your friend will still love you if you don't move in. <3