Off of work and ready to relax. I've been up and about pretty much since 8 am this morning. Went to my chiropractor's office with my sister to look at her xrays then had to run errands to the bank and a friend's house before coming home and getting ready for work.
Awesome day, but a really busy one.
New Moon was awesome too. I dunno what I was expecting but it was better than I expected. Kristen Stewart was so much better than the first. I left the movie theatre satisfied but wanting to come home and start reading the books again. Can't wait for Eclipse now!
That's all I have to report. A friend is setting up a room in his new place as a photo studio and he wants me to come over and shoot some stuff. That'll be fun.
And the last guy I slept with called me today. It was unexpected and good, but at the same time, I don't think he's ready for what I want. Every conversation we ever have involves him talking about what's going on with him and not once does he ask me what I'm doing or what's going on with me. I mean, it's not like I need to talk about myself, but it is nice that a guy wants to hear what I'm up to. Is genuinely interested in what I think or have to say or whatever. One indication I got from him in the past was that there is a lot of past that he hasn't come to terms with and that are totally affecting his future. I don't mind being a positive influence to someone, or being whatever it is that they need, but I'm also tired of having people cling to me because it's something they need for themselves.
I'm tired of damaged goods. Moreover, I'm tired of damaged goods who don't know they're damaged goods. I want someone whole and complete who knows they're whole and complete and doesn't NEED anything from me... just wants to be with me just to be with me and nothing more.
Ah... that turned into a little rant. haha
I'm going to change now and crawl into bed with my kids...
Muchos besos!
Aimee
Awesome day, but a really busy one.
New Moon was awesome too. I dunno what I was expecting but it was better than I expected. Kristen Stewart was so much better than the first. I left the movie theatre satisfied but wanting to come home and start reading the books again. Can't wait for Eclipse now!
That's all I have to report. A friend is setting up a room in his new place as a photo studio and he wants me to come over and shoot some stuff. That'll be fun.
And the last guy I slept with called me today. It was unexpected and good, but at the same time, I don't think he's ready for what I want. Every conversation we ever have involves him talking about what's going on with him and not once does he ask me what I'm doing or what's going on with me. I mean, it's not like I need to talk about myself, but it is nice that a guy wants to hear what I'm up to. Is genuinely interested in what I think or have to say or whatever. One indication I got from him in the past was that there is a lot of past that he hasn't come to terms with and that are totally affecting his future. I don't mind being a positive influence to someone, or being whatever it is that they need, but I'm also tired of having people cling to me because it's something they need for themselves.
I'm tired of damaged goods. Moreover, I'm tired of damaged goods who don't know they're damaged goods. I want someone whole and complete who knows they're whole and complete and doesn't NEED anything from me... just wants to be with me just to be with me and nothing more.
Ah... that turned into a little rant. haha
I'm going to change now and crawl into bed with my kids...
Muchos besos!
Aimee
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I wish the guy I slept with would talk to me. More so i just want to hear his voice, and know he's oh -k-. I had a lot more feelings invested into him then he will ever know. Fun fun. I need someone whole too. But it seems the ones these days that are whole don't need anyone. I used to be like that but for the moment I miss the intimate details of relationships. So its a stuck situation.
Your kids are so cute! My friend has two black kittens. They are like 2 and a half months I think. So cute!