"Tonight's gonna be a good night!"
Life is so freaking good. Met with a friend last night for coffee. Ended up drinking a latte on an empty stomach and I tend to get car-sick on the light rail at night, but it was good. Freaking phenomenal conversation about things that are so far beyond mundane conversation about what really matters most to use in life.
I'm going out tonight with my friend who thwarted me off my small game last week. A fresh perspective makes things like last week look like little specs in the grand scheme of things.
I've decided that tonight I'm going to talk to the bouncer that I have a huge freaking crush on. Crushes are annoying, frustrating and a bit stressful and it's about time I do something about it. He's a human being. If he doesn't take me up on my proposal to get to know each other, it is not the end of the world and it does NOT effect who I am or my life. I'll admit, I'll be a bit bummed but at least I know that I faced my little, tiny fear (that seems big to me when the time will come) and I'll feel more convinced that I am this extraordinary human being that I know myself to be.
Time to get some calculus homework done. Besides the 2 hours and 20 minutes of class I had last night, I worked on calculus for 6 hours between classes. Last night, I was mentally exhausted and almost forgot I was meeting my friend for coffee. Luckily I remembered before I was halfway to my car, not only because I was meeting her, but because that conversation lit me back up.
With all the love in the universe,
Aimee
P.S. I have the cutest babies in the universe, even when they're tearing my room apart.
EDITED TO ADD:
My crush is NOT single. Kind of a bummer but also a relief. Now I can just admire him from afar and not have to worry about how in the hell I'm going to talk to him.
Life is so freaking good. Met with a friend last night for coffee. Ended up drinking a latte on an empty stomach and I tend to get car-sick on the light rail at night, but it was good. Freaking phenomenal conversation about things that are so far beyond mundane conversation about what really matters most to use in life.
I'm going out tonight with my friend who thwarted me off my small game last week. A fresh perspective makes things like last week look like little specs in the grand scheme of things.
I've decided that tonight I'm going to talk to the bouncer that I have a huge freaking crush on. Crushes are annoying, frustrating and a bit stressful and it's about time I do something about it. He's a human being. If he doesn't take me up on my proposal to get to know each other, it is not the end of the world and it does NOT effect who I am or my life. I'll admit, I'll be a bit bummed but at least I know that I faced my little, tiny fear (that seems big to me when the time will come) and I'll feel more convinced that I am this extraordinary human being that I know myself to be.
Time to get some calculus homework done. Besides the 2 hours and 20 minutes of class I had last night, I worked on calculus for 6 hours between classes. Last night, I was mentally exhausted and almost forgot I was meeting my friend for coffee. Luckily I remembered before I was halfway to my car, not only because I was meeting her, but because that conversation lit me back up.
With all the love in the universe,
Aimee
P.S. I have the cutest babies in the universe, even when they're tearing my room apart.
EDITED TO ADD:
My crush is NOT single. Kind of a bummer but also a relief. Now I can just admire him from afar and not have to worry about how in the hell I'm going to talk to him.
user209834982:
It Is 10 carat gold. Should probably have specified that.
erinrob:
aww, crushes are fun to have <3<3<3