silvercharmer

I don't feel the need to, just yet, but I looked at the places I could move/transfer to with my job. I think once I'm finished with school, I might just do that. I'm considering moving into management at some point as being a manager at a store like this is super easy. I just wouldn't be able to be promoted with the limited availability I have. We'll see...

I have to go in tomorrow and talk to my store manager. I had a little sit-down with the assistant manager today about the way she had talked to me. I didn't appreciate it nor did I think it was called for. She told me that she snapped out of frustration because she doesn't think that I want to be there any more. She said it was based on last week when there was a mix-up with the schedule and I had tried to get a shift covered and forgot to tell one of the girls helping me out that I needed her to come in at 5 and not 6 and the SM had to cover the register for an hour. And I tried to change my availability to have Saturdays off so I could watch the Gator games this season. Because of those two events, she somehow came to the conclusion that I don't want to be there any more.

Then today, as I was backing out of the driveway to head to work, the clutch and the brakes went out on the car and I called to see if someone at work could come get me, otherwise I was going to ride my bike and I would be really late. I rode my bike. All was well when I went in. It was at one point that I had asked the assistant manager if they needed any extra help with anything that I could stay later. She snapped back with, "No. You can't stay late to make up hours if you're late." And the way she said it was so fucking rude.

Seriously, I love my job. I don't really get where she came up to those conclusions. So, tomorrow, I'm going to call or go in and talk to the store manager (who loves me, btw) and make sure everything is on the up-and-up. I can understand if someone thinks I may not being doing my job right or they might have concerns about me as I'm not perfect, nor do I pretend to be, but fucking speak up, for God's sake!! I can't read your mind. More often than not, when people do something wrong, they don't even know they are to begin with. I don't think it's fair that people come to conclusions about another person's work-ethic without bringing up the concerns to the person in question. It's sloppy and completely unprofessional. I think things should be brought up for discussion rather than treating someone differently just because you have something going on in your head that is probably completely false to begin with.

Ugh. I had drama. I'm just happy that I know when to pipe up and say something. I value myself too much to allow other people to treat me less that what I know myself to be worth. She is the only person at my work that I can't figure out. I'm really good at gauging people's emotions as they happen, but I haven't had to deal with someone like this... where you don't know how they're going to react in any given moment. I've dealt with some psychos before, and I won't say she is, but I think she's dealing with a lot in her personal life and it's a little unfair that she would bring that around and allow it to influence how she treats people.

That's enough about that. I didn't realize this was going to be such a long entry.

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Muchos besos!
"All the love in the universe."
Aimee