Today has been really restful. Right before I went up to my room this morning, I was crying and all upset, but then I opened the door, and I wasn't upset anymore. I took a shower, and layed down to watch some TV and sleep. It felt nice to just lounge around naked all day in a king size bed. So I'm all rested up and clean, and going home tomorrow.
I haven't heard from Kyle. I don't know what's going on nor do I care to know. I sent him one last text message after I woke up from my nap to tell him that I at least home he's ok and unharmed, and wished him luck in his future endeavors, then proceeded to delete his number and all my text messages so I don't have it. If he wants to talk to me, he can call me, otherwise, I don't want much to do with him. I don't have room in my life for someone that can leave someone hanging like that, especially when that said someone came 7 hours from home just to see him.
In other news, I got hit on not too long ago when I went into Walmart to get something to make for dinner. (My room upstairs pretty much kicks ass. It was so nice to just be a bum all day!!) He said he was having a bad day until he saw me. Cute pick up line. Never heard that one before. It made my night. If I wasn't out here under these circumstances, I probably would have went out to find a bar or something and have a drink.
My ex has been calling me a lot, especially today. I think I talked to him about 4 times, just catching up. He asked me when I'm going to let him tattoo me again and mentioned that we should hit some shows together. I still have a tiny hint of the feelings I used to have for him, but it's nice to have someone that was a pretty significant part of my past in my life now. I really am grateful, though, that there's been so much time to pass otherwise, talking to him about his girlfriend and 8 month old son would be hard.
I guess that's all. I'm going home tomorrow and kind of looking forward to the drive. I have a feeling I might be a bit upset during part of it, but by the time I get home, I'll be over all the circumstances surrounding this trip out here.
Time to go get naked and enjoy my last night here!
Besos!
Aimee
I haven't heard from Kyle. I don't know what's going on nor do I care to know. I sent him one last text message after I woke up from my nap to tell him that I at least home he's ok and unharmed, and wished him luck in his future endeavors, then proceeded to delete his number and all my text messages so I don't have it. If he wants to talk to me, he can call me, otherwise, I don't want much to do with him. I don't have room in my life for someone that can leave someone hanging like that, especially when that said someone came 7 hours from home just to see him.
In other news, I got hit on not too long ago when I went into Walmart to get something to make for dinner. (My room upstairs pretty much kicks ass. It was so nice to just be a bum all day!!) He said he was having a bad day until he saw me. Cute pick up line. Never heard that one before. It made my night. If I wasn't out here under these circumstances, I probably would have went out to find a bar or something and have a drink.
My ex has been calling me a lot, especially today. I think I talked to him about 4 times, just catching up. He asked me when I'm going to let him tattoo me again and mentioned that we should hit some shows together. I still have a tiny hint of the feelings I used to have for him, but it's nice to have someone that was a pretty significant part of my past in my life now. I really am grateful, though, that there's been so much time to pass otherwise, talking to him about his girlfriend and 8 month old son would be hard.
I guess that's all. I'm going home tomorrow and kind of looking forward to the drive. I have a feeling I might be a bit upset during part of it, but by the time I get home, I'll be over all the circumstances surrounding this trip out here.
Time to go get naked and enjoy my last night here!
Besos!
Aimee