I have been soooo soooo irritated today it's not even funny. My mom won't stop calling me to do things for her and my sister always seems to find the non-existent double meaning to everything I say and do.
Why do some people insist on seeing the negative (that isn't there, might I add) in every fucking thing. Even as simple as an "ok." *sigh* I'm a bit hormonal, so I know that doesn't help. This is just my only day off and I'm having a hard time enjoying it. I hate being so negative... and I'm not even all that negative.
I went to see my friend Josh at his store for a few minutes just to prolong the wait to get to my mom's house and hoping that it would help, and it did a little bit. I felt like crying. Then his girlfriend came in. She's such a sweet girl, but I just didn't want anything to do with any females today. How sad is that...
Wah wah wah... I know I'm whining. Life isn't bad, I just wish my mom would stand on her own to feet to get things that SHE needs to get done. She's the parent. I'm not supposed to be taking care of her... at least not yet. And my sister. God, I love that girl, but it's so irritating to have to explain to her that I don't have attitude or that I'm not annoyed with her.
Then Landmark calls me to confirm my attendance to the special event this Wednesday and I have NO patience to talk to this dude. Homie just wanted to be stoked about it for me and I can't seem to tolerate a simple conversation.
My head is definitely not in the right place. I need a shower, a walk, and the nice sunshine to clear my head.
Time to go get my brother and get something to eat...
Besos!
Aimee
Why do some people insist on seeing the negative (that isn't there, might I add) in every fucking thing. Even as simple as an "ok." *sigh* I'm a bit hormonal, so I know that doesn't help. This is just my only day off and I'm having a hard time enjoying it. I hate being so negative... and I'm not even all that negative.
I went to see my friend Josh at his store for a few minutes just to prolong the wait to get to my mom's house and hoping that it would help, and it did a little bit. I felt like crying. Then his girlfriend came in. She's such a sweet girl, but I just didn't want anything to do with any females today. How sad is that...
Wah wah wah... I know I'm whining. Life isn't bad, I just wish my mom would stand on her own to feet to get things that SHE needs to get done. She's the parent. I'm not supposed to be taking care of her... at least not yet. And my sister. God, I love that girl, but it's so irritating to have to explain to her that I don't have attitude or that I'm not annoyed with her.
Then Landmark calls me to confirm my attendance to the special event this Wednesday and I have NO patience to talk to this dude. Homie just wanted to be stoked about it for me and I can't seem to tolerate a simple conversation.
My head is definitely not in the right place. I need a shower, a walk, and the nice sunshine to clear my head.
Time to go get my brother and get something to eat...
Besos!
Aimee
and god do i hate it when people assume the worst! i'm such a bloody optimist it really rubs on me the wrong way.