I'm coming to the realization that now is not the right time for Ryan and I. I want so desperately for him to want the same thing I want. He talks of leaving Denver, but I want him to want me to go with him. I want him to say "we" in this case. I would gladly go where ever he is, but I want him to want that. I want to makes plans with someone, I want to experience things with someone... and I want that someone to be him.
Thus, I'm going to make California work until he asks me to go where he is.
Thus, I'm going to make California work until he asks me to go where he is.
scheisskopf:
Sounds like a dignified plan.