silvercharmer

New subject.

I have mild bouts of depression that come in cycles and I can feel one coming on. I think the fact that I don't have friends of my own here, that are in my age range, is really getting to me. That and the fact that I don't feel completely independent.

I need to find something positive to occupy my time that is just for me. A thought came to mind that I should work downstairs at 24 Hr Fitness because I love working out and they're open 24 hours. Only problem is lack of transportation.

Something needs to change or I need to start getting out more on my own. I have my camera now... maybe I need to start going on more excursions with my dog.

I tried going out one day with just my dog, and I felt like I was scolded for not taking my sister's dog. Is it wrong to just want to take one?!??! Whatever.

I need to start working out again in the mornings. I need to get my room and stuff organized so it's an easy transition. When I was living with Taren back in Florida, life was awesome! I ate healthy, mostly because I wanted to, and living with someone that had the same mindset was motivation and it made living healthy feel effortless.

I need that again. I desperately want my own space... my own living room, my own kitchen, my own bathroom, my own furniture.... my own car... My own life.

I'm blessed to have the opportunities that I have. I just need to remember that I am in control of my life. I need to not let things get me down and always remember the positive.

I need to continue being positive for my own sanity.

Besos!
Aimee