happy new year
sorry the last journal sounded so depressing, i was having a rough day.
i havnt been near a computer in a few days, so no updates on life.
new years was one drunken mess, but so so much fun.
i hope everyones new year went well, what did you do?
acted totaly sleezy i hope.. woooweee
sorry the last journal sounded so depressing, i was having a rough day.
i havnt been near a computer in a few days, so no updates on life.
new years was one drunken mess, but so so much fun.
i hope everyones new year went well, what did you do?
acted totaly sleezy i hope.. woooweee
Being able to block out the bad days is a nice survival tactic but lately every day seems to be a bad day. So I dont have the luxury of blocking them out, because if I did I wouldnt be able to remember anything.
Most of my questions are horribly self-centered.
Is something wrong with me?
Will I ever find a girl that will like me for me?
Is playing along with this game right? (Marja is playing games with 3 boys. why do I feel luck be one of them?)
Will I ever feel completely happy again?
Ive been feeling rather depressed and kind of useless lately.
On an interesting side note, my ex-girl called a few days ago. She called to tell me that shes moving to New York with her new boy in 4 months. It made me feel like something I was wrong with me.
Thanks for reading my journals and commenting, it means a lot to me.
For new years I hang out with Marja.
I wasn't sleezy, i'm not sure if i can be sleezy.