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I have been doing a lot of thinking lately about life and the situations that i am in. It seems that for the last few years i have been being pulled in two completely different directions, and have yet to make a decision. In my head it is all so complicated because i have invested so much emotion into certain things in my life, but yet i have to give up one thing to have another and i just dont know how to deal with it all. I guess if i were to step outside myself and analyze my situation from an outsiders perspective it would seem easy, but to me it is the hardest decision in the world. Will i ever be ready to make these kind of life altering decisions? And if so, will i know when i am ready? All i can do right now is let time run its course and put in effort to help myself make that decision. Shmlaaaarffff....

In other news,I have been a busy girl redoing a table that i got at the thrift store for $5. It used to be an ugly oak finish, but i am painting it the most fabulous shade of green. The picture does not do the table justice.


I also bought the coolest succulent for my brother;s birthday. This plant belongs in a Dr. Seuss book.






I have been doing some painting, working, sleeping, eating, drinking, bitching, loving, crying, reading and blogging. Life is a bit overwhelming right now.

xoxo