silouette

I have been slacking in the blogging area again because for the last week i have had pneumonia and then a sinus infection. Pneumonia sucks so bad! The day i got diagnosed i came out of work and could hardly breathe. Scared me half to death because i thought i was coming down with something more serious. Funny what things the paranoid mind can think about. But the doc put me on some antibiotics and an inhaler and such so i am feeling much better. But then a couple days ago i was feeling the early symptoms of a sinus infection so i had to go back into the dr for that. Needless to say this past week has left me broke and stressing about so many other things. My job, because i have not been working, Money, because i have none, and my health, witch is hopefully on the mend. On the up side though it has kindof kick started me into my start to quit smoking. there is no way i could ever quit cold turkey but the whole pneumonia thing really make quitting sound more appealing. I think i just have to wean myself off the nicotine, find something else to fixate my hands and mouth on and ill be good. wish me luck on that one! Im going to need it.

I am feeling much better now and am anxious to get back to work, and back in my social scene. Ya know, actually put on some make up for once.. yay for modern medicine! I cant even imagine what this world would be like with out it. I probably would have died. Even as it is pneumonia is the 6th top leading cause for death in the us.. I could not believe that when i read it. So if any of you get it, take it seriously and take care of yourself first before anything else. That is my advice for the day!

xoxo