Well let me start by that time went fucking ridiculously fast this year! It's coming up on June and on the 24th, another birthday will be here for me. The first part of my life, I only destroyed, didnt really accomplish anything. Made a huge fucking mess for consequnce I should've paid more of but others paid the highest. Hardcore, remembering an entire year but you can either dig or climb. What do I want to accomplish? More than I did a year ago or yesterday and in turn, hopefully, I can persuade others not to go my same route. I've seen a lot of pain in others cause of me which has gauged into a lot of guilt and pain for myself. I wouldn't want others to feel what I have experienced in the last year, losing people, losing your way, well just leaves a gaping hole that will take more time to fix.
I'm here counting down 425 days to a ridiculous dream and probably crazy but eh haven't most dreams started off as crazy ideas? The dream is still to drive across the country, take a plane from New York to Ireland, trek across east, and just well experience. Do something crazy but wonderful that will change my life and take me somewhere just amazing. In life, we all try to leave something behind that when we're gone. I hope in turn it will show others that you can fall, lose everything, fuck up a lot, but there's always a way back. No one is ever truly damned from their mistakes unless they choose not to learn from them and stay on their back, calling it quits. I have a cheesy line for what I want in life.
"I don't want love, fame, or fortune; I want the experience. I want the experience of making it to the top of the mountain, me, myself, my wit, my strength, making it. Then to be in sight of something majestic."
Extremely cheesy but oh well, gotta encourage yourself to keep moving on the rough days. That's the goal, what I need to accomplish to get there?
- I'm in the process of teaching myself Russian, French, Italian and strengthening my German, Spanish, and Japanese. Gotta be respectful to these countries and speak their language...if ultimately one of them, I plan to actually live in.
-Continue to build up the savings, living in this small town, and doing nothing but work is helping me to save. This is gonna be so I can just travel awhile and not work for a bit.
- Excercise my body and mind. Gonna be doing a lot of footwork and hiking so gotta get my body into shape. My mind just needs to be strong cause this is a solo adventure in new territory.
Think that's all I need so far, I mapped out my journey all the way to Austrailia, hoping to spend New Years 2017 there, then shit who knows where I'll go. Im excited for this and really hope in a year, I can tell you, "Hey my dudes, got everything set, I'm taking off now!"
Well fuck, this is gonna be a busy year!
I hope this next year goes great for you all, my dudess. There are gonna be rough days but don'tlay on your back, don't call it quits, accomplish all, keep moving, there is something on top of the mountain for everyone...you just gotta get up and fight for it.
Take it easy my dudes and go be MAJESTIC. (yeah im also posting my motivation song: Shinedown is the shit)
@rambo @lyxzen @missy
