Well shit, there's a lot that I wish I knew or put more into practice sooner. They say it is your mistakes that make you better but I really wish I had already been better before the mistakes. Consideration and value of others is something I wish I put more so into practice like I do now. Would've saved my ass and would've spared the hurt others faced because of me.
Now I speak of this, so it may sing to you, my dudes. It fucking sucks to be an ass and do shitty things that it cost you people that really were awesome to have around. Be selfish for your goals but consider what you do, if what you do is gonna hurt, don't do it. The effects will never leave, people will walk away from you, and who can blame them? No one should stick around someone if all they do is wreck things instead of accenting their journeys. You cant be mad at anyone for that and cant blame anyone but yourself for it. Everyone has difficulties in their lives and if you're one of them, then dropping you is the right thing. I learned more you want people around then take consideration of them, don't have to bow, but have courtesy.
Be mindful of your choices, you can get what you want, get to where you wanna be, without hurting people. Grandpa tried instilling into me this awareness, "Choice and Consequence. Action and Reaction. There's always a cost and it lands whereyou dont expect it." Wish I listened more to this as a kid cause I would've been the man I am now and that's exactly who those I let down deserved. I'm on the right path now but I should've been before, my heart should've been more brighter then, cause damn I missed out cause I was an ass. Live with kindness, compassion, and consideration always because those rewards are the rewards worth having.
This is my main purpose of my trip is that this is my second chance and shit, if I make this happen, going out into the world, no real destination but taking a chance into the unknown. If I make it, I just hope it sings to others that yeah, you can fuckup bad, but it's not the end, you can turn it around, you can make it beautiful again. For me, I hope the unofficial muse of this trip, sees me make it. So that the tears they shed were validated cause I ended up turning into the man they hoped I was before. Should've been that for them when they were around but at least their faith was rewarded for the light they did give me when they were around. I hope somewhere, someway they are happy....true story, I look at the stars and say that everynight. Anyways...
Always operate with kindness, compassion, and consideration. You can get what you want and get to where you want to be without hurting people. Be midful with your choices, not only for others, but for yourself. Appreciate what you have and whose around cause in most cases, they're around cause they see you as worth it....so validate that worth.
Have an amazing day my dudes :)
