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I've been a fighter. Fought a long time and been driven to make myself better for the long run. Seriously, I'm haunted and convict myself heavily for my past. Finally, I've gotten to a place where I'm improving and feel like I'm becoming a better man. However, my downfall is I have been fighting a long time where I've become bitter and locked up just...
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I've helped a lot of people over the years; just seems like the right thing to do. I may not have been in the best place or had all my shit together but whenever someone was done, I'd do my best to help get them on thier feet, whether money, a bed, or just advice. Before leaving Califonia, my friends would praise me for being...
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marxy:
@SILLYGERMAN624 I love these pictures, they are so beautiful! ❀ 
vanp:
Thats a lovely story. Funny thing is that I wrote the Homework but said stupid silly things that I am helping people with, and forgot the great things that I did and people did for me. Your story (and fuck yeah star wars too) remind me the great things we do and receive from people. Thanks my friend :)
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One of my jobs is at a gas station and I came in to clean this in the bathroom. I sprayed it down and scrubbed it but it's still stained. Still imprinted and tarnished something that could've been good. Same can be said for hate, discrimination, and prejudice; it stains what could've been good but with a few extra hands, maybe, just maybe it can
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Well Mother's Day has passed and you think about the woman whose given you more than you need, my mother has been great, but my grandmother...well there's the likes of @jessicalou and @mouse that stuns me but my grandmother will always be the gal that stuns me the most and first. Seriously, she's a grand gal and she love Suicide Girls, asked me to get
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mouse:
That's lovely!
cirice:
This blog just made my day. Knowing where your most of your kindness comes from, your grandma is a really beautiful, kind and intelligent lady. She surely did make you a good man. Yay for your grandma babe πŸ˜œπŸ‘Œβ€
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Okay I'm a nerd cause I definitely get excited when a hopeful makes it through the perilous road to finally becoming an official suicidegirl. I was very much so geeking out that @sundew and @angelgore have become pink.

Sundew's like that piece of strawberry shortcake you find in the fridge after midnight. Probably shouldn't indulge but looks so good that you just gotta then...Ahhh so...
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chvrch:
Venus was so fuckjng incredible.
sillygerman624:
@chvrch Venus was something else; phew it just got hot in here again thinking about it 😏
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Music is a big part of my soul and this is definitely hard to narrow down! My musical taste jumps from Mozart to Guns N Roses to Johnny Cash to Tupac to Lana Del Rey to Sum 41; well you get the point, I'm on shuffle. But I'll try to narrow it down my soundtrack to maybe 10-12 songs for the sake of length So...
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aniston:
Thrice!
chvrch:
This is an awesome song list!!
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What's up my dudes? It's been a bit since I've updated on my travel plans. It's been a bit nuts working two full time jobs! The plans are still underway and my room looks like a mad mans lair! I bought maps to all over and have started measuring, plotting points, and making a more precise budget. To my happy discovery...Europe really isn't that big....
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chvrch:
I love it! I'm going to less than a month, maybe I should make and SG list too
sillygerman624:
@chvrch do it dude! Trying to build up my courage to say wasssup to them haha
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I was all about Jenny from the block as a kid.....and no not that Jenny but Jennifer Connelly in "The Rocketeer". She probably was the light at the end of the tunnel that got me interested in Pinup gals, Sailor Jerry, and SG. I mean just look at her and yeah I still find her so dreamy. My type of gal I want to paint...
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sillygerman624:
Still my goddess 😍😍😍😍@priscillagunn
sillygerman624:
@hitherfetcher I would say so too 😏🀘🏻
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Well shit, there's a lot that I wish I knew or put more into practice sooner. They say it is your mistakes that make you better but I really wish I had already been better before the mistakes. Consideration and value of others is something I wish I put more so into practice like I do now. Would've saved my ass and would've spared the
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sillygerman624:
@rambo @lyxzen @missy
vanp:
Ive read it in a good time to relearn :) thanks for that
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My trip is about self discovery and self empowerment but no reason why I cant have a little 'geek project' on the side. From most people I talk to on here, I say I'm a dinosaur on SG. I've been a fan since I was 15, I got a membership when I was 18, Ex hated it, got rid of it, rejoined when we broke...
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sillygerman624:
@mavis I hope so too! Got a year to set it up!
sillygerman624:
@cirice always, I'm very easy going and ugly/silly, I'll take all of most people ☺️🀘🏻