sillychik

and i've been all over the place mentally.

doubting if i will be able to get what i want done at rutgers. namely if i will be able to meet new people even though it's pretty much impossible not to.


i need to just cut all ties with high school, forget about things people said to me and remember that i have a second chance to do great things. gonna be a lot of like minded people there, more freedom to go to all night sg events, etc.


like really good really bad really angry all over the place.


i got mad pissed this morning because my dad woke me up at like 7 am [something that will piss me off because i usually roll out at about 9 since i'm going to bed after midnight now]. anyway he was mad that my sister was keeping cookies up in her room because they were for her to take to work.


he basically flipped out because he couldn't eat them. he went as farf as saying that she was a disappointment to him because she is too self-centered and i am a disappointment to him ebcause i am too angry.


now i was upstairs the whole time and never saw him or her until after i came home from work which was about 30 min ago.


he is the reason why i get so pissed off at him. cant blame myself for getting pissed at a man who would always get angry at me over nothing.


i see this as an oppertunity. why? well i will be doing some stuff that will probably really disappoint him [body mods] so i get a feel for how he may react.


that and it shows how much of a jackass he truly is.



so what about you? got any stories of cookie motivated rants