Ok.. so i go to the doc today and he just rips the bandage off and says.."wow.. that looks better than I thought it would" gee..im glad to hear that... what did he expect it to look like?
So no more itchys.. but it still hurts and will take a few more weeks before its totally healed

So no more itchys.. but it still hurts and will take a few more weeks before its totally healed

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ah well he was wrong but a good wrong as in him being wrong isnt a problem.
i just mentally feel lost. i'm here that's about as far as my awareness goes. i can list everything i did today in order but i feel like nothing ever happened. i feel like there is no time, i only feel the immediate present. weird but i guess i gotta live with it.
maybe becuase last week was ap spanish exam and intense ap modern euro...then monday was ap physics b.
so you can see the event came at an interesting time, the last weekend of my april break and the weekend before ap exams. if i sweep i got sgnj to thank
yeah i had an ok day...school has been pretty slack lately since ap tests are over [that means no work in two classes] and my calc teacher is in senioritis like the rest of us. so basically the only class i am working in is english because that class needs to finish one book and start another before june 14.
my sister is back from college
at least i can steal her ibook so i dont have to sit at my desk and type.
so i'm alright, mentally i'm feeling like im way off in the distance somewhere but other than that its ok.
you ever feel like time is a total blur...meaning i can mentally list everything i did today but it feels like ive done nothing. heck it feels like "i got up today...no i didn't, ive just been here"