Ok, so the update on my puppy is that he did for sure tear the acl in his left hind leg =/
The vet. at our follow up today was able to make it move the way the 1st one wasn't (apparently my big boy is strong lol)
But the good news is that I managed to acquire the funds for his surgery already so... Read More
i am sooo glad you go the money for the pup... i told ya you would find a way... and he will be sad for a while but i tell you what he wont be in pain and he will be happy tp have your there by his side until he first day he actaully gets to run again and that will be one of the best days of his life again... hahahh so hang in there... also i am glad your halloween went well... and the not so well part i am sorry to hear... that is such a hard thing for anyone to go through and it is hard to see a friend go through something like that... so just be there for him and that is all you can do...ok hun have a good night and talk soon
edit. you will go prise Radeo for her new Thriller set, its the best Ive seen in forever, actual outfits and themes and everything! whoa! She's one of the best-
Darkness falls across the land
The midnite hour is close at hand
Creatures crawl in search of blood
To terrorize yawls neighbourhood
And whosoever shall be found
Without the soul for getting down
Must stand... Read More
Well that was weird, I straight slept till 1230 today. And what made it weird was that I remember what I was dreaming about, (never happens).
cliff notes: I was in a classroom with a girl I used to be friends with and dated way long time ago (like 7th and 8th grade we never did much outside of makin out and feeling each other... Read More
Today was weird and crappy. Most of the day just furthered the feelings of alienation Ive been having with increases regularity. I could swear I'm only half human sometimes.
Do you have to fight your impulses? Meaning are your impulses things that would get you into trouble or they're bad because they'd be self destructive? I fight myself everyday because if I gave into impulses... Read More
WOW I've bled the forst 3 paragraphs so often lately, the alienation geeez! Fucking awful, aint it? I need to break out of this cycle......... aargh. hope you're better
Im sure that being sick it's not fun at all... Luckly now I'm feeling better but I have to take 4 pills per day.. buuuuu so I cant drink alcohol I can't smoke I cant go out this weekend
I hate birthdays. Reminds me of how little Ive done in the past year, how much I need to do this year. Along with a few other things that always manage to keep them crappy, oh well. 24.
Awesome night. Finalized another loss, pretty much ending a 10yr friendship (my best friend supposedly, but apparently not) and officially making it so that everthing after highschool in my life has been horrible. ( I hated High school btw, 4yrs of being annoyed with the ppl around me and being the loner, the loner part I didnt mind, it was the jackasses I had to... Read More
i'm sorry to hear about everything you're going through, i know how you feel...i went through a similar existentialist phase last year when i was so burnt out with school, work and everything, i just completely lost faith in the world and started to train myself to feel utterly stoic and indifferent towards everything...that was my way of coping with control, and it did nothing but leaving me feeling empty and unaccomplished. emotions are what makes us human, and remain emotionally aloof is to distort your own nature and therefore has dire effects.
i am now at a much better place now having finally fallen in love for the first time in my life...know your goals, know what YOU want in life and what you have to do to get it, i know it'll take time but as long as you believe in yourself and remain true to yourself, you will slowly be able to trust again, because there are amazing people in the world.