silentwhisper

Idont normally enjoy birthdays, this one may be tolerable or atleast something of a good memory because I happend to be invited to a BBq downtown the other day, when I asked when and she told me Saturday I felt that I had a bit of luck going because the 5th is my birthday, so now its a birthday party themed bbq as I understand it. Anyways, point is that Ive never really had a memorable b-day party, never works out, or ppl arent around for it etc. Even my 21st, literally did nothing but dinner with the immediate family. I hope this one turns out fun, itd be nice for a change of pace. The other reason I dont care for them is that they are a clear reminder of all the things I havnt accomplished in yet another years time, each year I say I'll accomplish more so that by the next bday I wont look back at a years time and be disappointed by myself, but Ive yet to get there.

I dunno. Maybe its just that I dont like birthdays?

Have a good holiday weekend all.

I recently read this about my sign and agreed with it, I had not heard it worded this way before (about my being a virgo, but apparently a very odd or rare type of virgo when combining my moon and other crap, according to a girl who was telling me all this anyways)

They need to be organized in their mind, sometimes all their energy is taken from organizing their mind that they have a difficult time organizing their surroundings. - so me.