S.O.B.E.R. = son of a bitch everything's real. 
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Let me explain. I cant do 'nothing but bad news, or no news' anymore. I just cant. Its been that way for fuckin years in my family. wtf. were we all serial killers in a past life or what?
car problems.
education problems
health insurance problems
etc etc. and I dont have work yet. still. fuckin still.
oh. and Im pretty sure my dog just tore the ligament in his right hind leg that he did in the left (which was about 4000 in surgery after all was said and done with visits and what not) I can not afford that again. but he can barely walk. he's 7. I really cant put him though that again cause he was just getting back to normal from the surgery last nov. more and more it looks like I may even have to put him down even. he's the only part of coming home that doesnt suck.
I hate you life. fuck you. fuck you hardcore.
oh. and if there is a god fuck you too. bitch.
....................Let me explain. I cant do 'nothing but bad news, or no news' anymore. I just cant. Its been that way for fuckin years in my family. wtf. were we all serial killers in a past life or what?
car problems.
education problems
health insurance problems
etc etc. and I dont have work yet. still. fuckin still.
oh. and Im pretty sure my dog just tore the ligament in his right hind leg that he did in the left (which was about 4000 in surgery after all was said and done with visits and what not) I can not afford that again. but he can barely walk. he's 7. I really cant put him though that again cause he was just getting back to normal from the surgery last nov. more and more it looks like I may even have to put him down even. he's the only part of coming home that doesnt suck.
I hate you life. fuck you. fuck you hardcore.
oh. and if there is a god fuck you too. bitch.
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sevarin:
I empathize, when it rains it pours but, try and see the positives in the experience. i used to think only negative shit happened to me and would happen so it did. Somewhere the clouds break there just may be more storms before we really see the light. Keep your chin up and thank you for your comments on my page, for someone being down you sure can make others feel good about themselves. Cheers to you and i wish you the best!
tiggre:
Thank you for the appreciation of my set.... on another note, i can definately relate to what you have typed here...unfortunately. i'm not gonna feed you all that be positive bullshit, because that is never what i want to hear. I'm not an idiot. i know that i have blessings in my life and i am grateful for them. i just happen to have many non-blessings in my life that i am not grateful for at the moment. is it so much to ask for someone to just say, look, your life does kinda suck right now. i'm sorry things are going shitty and i hope they look up?... well, i do. and again thanks for appreciating my set. it seems everything i get involved in, including this, just makes me feel like i should be pale and maybe slightly uglier, but mostly just white. seems like white girls always win. no matter how gret i may be. haha! i'm sorry to be so real but its just my reality right now. anyway, thanks.
